Among other things, there was one VERY big "high".
My relationship (or lack thereof) with my sister-in-law (and in turn, my niece), has been the "low."
Sometimes, people don't make sense. I struggle daily with how to deal with this.
I'm very angry. And yet, don't want to give up on reconciliation.
Because I love my brother, and my niece, and I want them in my life.
And if I want that, I need to make piece with this--both accept what has happened and at some point, repair things.
I am still so angry. To be honest.
But this year has been more good than bad. Weddings, Babies, my 30th birthday.
My finacee, becoming balanced with weight loss, getting pre-approved for a house...
So I choose to focus on the positive.
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